First Week Back at Work

Well, Saturday, Ethan was still willing to somewhat breastfeed but by Sunday it was apparent by his raging screams that he preferred the bottle rather than the breast. Not only did he prefer the bottle but neither I nor Adam could feed him while cradling him in our arms. He will only be content to feed if we lay him on our bed, his head supported with a pillow. (This is just so WRONG) I was so upset over this that Sunday and Monday , I was in tears most of the day. Tuesday, I just plodded along and now it's Thursday and again I was in tears again talking with Kels and Jeff about the fact i'm not able to be at home taking care of Ethan. It's tough. Joanne